this week i've had a lot of alone time to just hang out by myself, take a deep breath and enjoy my own space. i've come to realize how lucky i am. considering my amazing family, friends, and the endless times something amazing has happened to me. the mental lists of things i want to do and people i want to meet has become smaller and smaller. the main things, though, can only occur if i work extremely hard. i'm willing to do that because it is my dream. my dream life. no one should be belittled or penalized for the dreams/aspirations they have. that is, if theyre willing to work for it and take the time it takes to get to the top seriously. if you think everything will be handed to you, i honestly believe you do not deserve a thing. sure i procrastinate, but the job gets done and i will not sleep until it is perfect. maybe its the way i was raised, or my natural mental make up, but i believe that some people deserve good and some people dont. all with good reasoning, though. because there are golden boys and girls that i would hand the world and their dreams on a silver platter all ready to go. only because they put every bit of passion they have into what they love to do. those are the people i admire and those are the people i love.
this break-"breach", insomnia, coffee, olive garden, drunk guy with shitty first impressions, left out is perfectly in, free pancakes,
love tara, actually, boyyfrraaannnn, cute comment from birfdaii boii, little black dress, halves hangz, solid dudes with good hearts, oc, lame dudes, wentz look alike, AIDS, unnecessary comments, cold nights, muffins, "they were not too sweet", "whats worse, balls or douchebags?", internet creepz, boca burgers, determining fates, discussing futures, renewing dreams, "my date with drew", new AP, inspirations.
coming soon-minor tweeks, driving, music, dads play, mental refreshment, working my ass off.